ITS THE END OF A-LEVELS. YAY.

I WONT HAVE TO STUDY FOR THE NEXT 2-3 YEARS. HOORAY.

so much for the hoo-haa, i'm super traumatised by something which just happened.

i'm just gonna put everything simply and please allow me to swear.

from the bus stop, i had to pass block 162 before i can reach my block. about an hour ago, i alighted from the bus and began to walk home. while i was waiting for my lift, i saw an ambulance at my void deck and there came 2 paramedics out of the ambulance. they didnt seem to be in a rush. hmm. i wondered why. then the lift came.

i got out from the lift and was walking along the corridor and then i saw something on the parapet on block 162 (opposite my block). i took a closer look.

WHAT THE FUCK. it was a man sitting on the parapet.

i freaked out immediately and started running into my home and shut all the windows cause i didnt dare to look outside anymore.

a few seconds later, i heard a loud bang.

can u imagine if the bus were to come later or that man decides to end his life a minute earlier, he couldve landed right in front of me while i was walking home from the bus stop.

goodness.

now i dont dare to look out of the window, cause my unit is opposite to the position where he was seated at.

please people if u're reading this now, please do not commit suicide by jumping off a building. bungee jumping without safety precautions is not fun. plus u traumatise the people around you.

the media certainly doesnt make us immune to such images. u get what i mean?